I didn't get a chance to write about this yesterday. I was so happy to see that I have lost weight again this week! I feel so much better! I am sleeping better, even hot flashes seem to be less intense! I want to eat better. I don't want to eat the bad stuff...really, I mean part of me wants it, but I make the good choices instead! It feels great to choose fruit or veggies instead of empty calories. The fruits and veggies also fill me up more, so I don't feel like I have to eat as much. I eat when I am hungry, and only eat till I am full, not stuffed!
I was thinking about my perception of my past. When I go to Celebrate Recovery and listen to other people's stories, I am sometimes reminded of things that I have been through in my life. It is strange because sometimes it seems that they are things that I have forgotten about. Memories come back and I realize how much God has been caring for me my whole life. Even when I wasn't walking as closely with Him as I am now, He was still there. It makes me think of the Footprints poem - I didn't know it, but He was carrying me! My first husband was not a very good person. He had some good qualities. He could be very generous, but only with certain people and only if he made the decision to be generous. He expected me to put up with many inconveniences - even though we could have afforded better. We lived for years in a mobile home that was in pretty rough shape. We talked about buying a nice double-wide, but he didn't want to spend the money on the land or the hou
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